Inspired by the weather.

listen to the rain
on my window pane
open it up and feel the breeze
oh how i wish i was by the seas
rest my palm on the sill
and feel the water lay upon it
through the cracks
it slips away
the rain has stopped
until another day.

Golden Slumbers

I can NEVER catch a break in this stupid house. After getting up at 5 a.m. this morning to work until 2:30p.m., I come home and try to nap for once and of course no one can leave me the hell alone. They have to nag me about every single thing, and get into my personal business. They just need to f off. Honestly, all I wanted to do was nap. Now I can't fall asleep and I feel sick. Why oh whyyyy can't I go a day with out going though the same bull. At least I have the week off. Thank goodness.


Rach

yes.

I AM going to do this. To all of you non believers.

I cant WAIT to move.

I want to start packing now. And I would if I had the money to do so. Unfortunately I do not. Yet. Its going to be the most amazing experience ever. But for now I have my dreams.



Peace,
Rach

Lolololololololzzzzzzz.

Every once in a long while I get in these moods where I critique everything about myself. I don't like it, because I start to feel ugly. Stupid typical girl worries, "Are my legs/butt to big?" "I feel like I'm gaining weight" "Do I even look attractive to people anymore or are they just being nice?" That kind of stupid shit. I usually never think about that stuff because it's depressing and stupid, I am completely happy with the way my body is. Let alone care what other people think. It must be one of those days. I'm so tired. I should have taken a nap today. Oh well. I will be going to bed soon anyway.

I just needed to clear my head, I'm going to relax and then sleep. I have the day off tomorrow! :D


Cheers,

Rachel

Oh Yeah!

So its like 50 degrees outside. That's fantastic! I hope it melts a ton of the snow away, I freaking hate snow.


I went into work today at 6 o' clock a.m. and got sent home at 7:40 a.m., I was scheduled until 12 in the afternoon. On the upside I got more sleep, on the downside I didn't get my hours. Whatevz. I got my tags for Betsy and they are pricey, like 90 something dollars. So lame. Also my insurance is coming up soon and thats going to be a pretty penny. At least I dont have to worry about paying back Uncle Brian back anymore, I just need to get my tax return money and all will be dandy.

So Rich and Dave are thinking about paying a visit to good ol' Lake Orion this week, I'm pretty excited about that! It's going to be fun!

peace.
Rach.

Oh Betsy

My car has so many problems, and its not even that old! Once one thing is fixed another thing goes wrong! She is okay right now though, the cold is not nice to her. To make an uneteresting story short, I ended up staying at Rich's sister's place. Which was fine with me :) . On the downside I did have to drive all the way home early in the morning and go to work...Meh. I hate work. But I must work so I can save money.

I really want to paint right now. On a huge canvas. I wish I had money for supplies.


On that note I shall leave you this, it's stuck in my head:


"You've been coolin', baby, Ive been droolin',
All the good times Ive been misusin',
Way, way down inside, I'm gonna give you my love,
I'm gonna give you every inch of my love,
Gonna give you my love.
Yeah! all right! lets go!"
-Led Zeppelin

Let me take you down, cause I'm going to Strawberry Feilds. Nothing is Real.

I could of wrote you a letter
but instead i sent a shoe
I could have kissed you
but then you turned blue


That was the first thing that popped into my head. I don't know why, but it did. So I suppose I shall leave it. Enjoy.


So today is my day off from both jobs, Yay! I slept for like 12.5 hours, boy did I need it. I feel great. Oh yes I didn't tell you that I have two jobs, not only do I work at a baby store I also babysit! ...Its not even remotely close to being exciting, in fact it sucks. But hey its money. I can't wait for Florida, it's going to be great.

Well I'm off to go enjoy my day off.

Peace & Happiness ,

Rach <3

I thought the drama was gone when I graduated high school.

Apparently not. Oh drama you slay me.



People need to grow the fuck up.
More than just one. seriously.



On the upside of things, I am in a great mood and I'm getting more hours at work so that is good! I will be able to save up :) I can't wait for the constant sunshine. I also can't wait for Wednesday! I'm going to Howell again, yeppers. Hopefully there wont be anymore RUMORS started like there was the last time I was there. Whatevez. It made me giggle anyway.

Peace&&Love,
Rach :)

ooooooooh

What a wonderful weekend.
Seriously.

soooo...

New Years didn't turn out the way I thought it would. But don't get me wrong, it was still fantastic. Adam and Dave didn't end up coming so it was just Rich an I. We went up to M.H.S and took some pictures; though some were blurry, they turned out awesome. We also took a ton of pictures while we were at Angie's (Rich's sister). Surprisingly there were a ton of zombie movies. Of course rich and I watched them all. So going into 2009 was great. No surprises there.
On the downside rich is now staying at his sisters place for a while. Only temporary though. But it still makes me sad :( I will still get to see him every once and a while though, just not every day like we used to...

It will be okay though, anyways I'm off to go eat some food.

Peace and happiness.
Love and laughter.

Word to your motha',
Rachel.